Read this song at Thomas and Simons bathroom curtain:
Welcome to my world
Won't you come on in?
Miracles I guess,
Still happen now and then
Step into my heart
Leave your cares behind
Welcome to my world
Built with you in mind
Knock and the door will open
Seek and you will find
Ask and you'll be given
The key to this world of mineI
'll be waiting here
With my arms unfurled
Waiting just for you
Welcome to my world
~ song by Jim Reeves
a deja vu?
~~~~~
The fact that i am not in a slightest bit included to any of his plans makes me feel like _ _ _ _ _.
~~~~~
Dad's flying home tomorrow... i'm going to follow right? RIGHT?!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Thursday, October 21, 2004
the party was last saturday, (the 16th), and yeah we had a great time.
mhaila finally showed herself, glowing.. (sure am glad she's baaaack!). Anyways, this girl evolved to a singing diva.. with her own magic mic.
can't believe i'm 22 already.. and there are (still) so many things to do, to achieve, to forget, to remember, to thank for, to praise, to swallow, to discuss, to share, to enjoy, to realize, to forgive, ........ and to treasure.
i'm so happy with you-know-who.
Thank you.
mhaila finally showed herself, glowing.. (sure am glad she's baaaack!). Anyways, this girl evolved to a singing diva.. with her own magic mic.
can't believe i'm 22 already.. and there are (still) so many things to do, to achieve, to forget, to remember, to thank for, to praise, to swallow, to discuss, to share, to enjoy, to realize, to forgive, ........ and to treasure.
i'm so happy with you-know-who.
Thank you.
Friday, October 15, 2004
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
i sure am glad i saw this in the Albertina last year..
how can someone steal a scream?
I was walking along the road with two friends.
The sun was setting.
I felt a breath of melancholy -
Suddenly the sky turned blood-red.
I stopped, and leaned against the railing, deathly tired -
looking out across the flaming clouds that hung like blood and a sword
over the blue-black fjord and town.
My friends walked on - I stood there, trembling with fear.
And I sensed a great, infinite scream pass through nature.
how can someone steal a scream?
I was walking along the road with two friends.
The sun was setting.
I felt a breath of melancholy -
Suddenly the sky turned blood-red.
I stopped, and leaned against the railing, deathly tired -
looking out across the flaming clouds that hung like blood and a sword
over the blue-black fjord and town.
My friends walked on - I stood there, trembling with fear.
And I sensed a great, infinite scream pass through nature.
half week in review: Friday to Tuesday
the miracle: the boss complimented me for my work, (he even said thank you.. told hm about it, he just grunted (!) ) / the Christening, the Kodak Party with Baby Lorenzo (ang cute ng inaanak ko!!!), Reception à la Jet Lee/ coffee and Olympics with a fellow kumpare, the long walk home/ hm laughed about my whole relationship mess, hm in real shock after i told him about the art of making ligaw/ marvin told me i should change the way i dress, my hairstyle, my schedule (im a certified jerk magnet.... still, it sure as hell feels like sh*t)/ wasted a day with self-pity.
i miss mhaila.
the miracle: the boss complimented me for my work, (he even said thank you.. told hm about it, he just grunted (!) ) / the Christening, the Kodak Party with Baby Lorenzo (ang cute ng inaanak ko!!!), Reception à la Jet Lee/ coffee and Olympics with a fellow kumpare, the long walk home/ hm laughed about my whole relationship mess, hm in real shock after i told him about the art of making ligaw/ marvin told me i should change the way i dress, my hairstyle, my schedule (im a certified jerk magnet.... still, it sure as hell feels like sh*t)/ wasted a day with self-pity.
i miss mhaila.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
I saw myself today in a place i'll never forget, i finally found Viennas 'oasis'. (the websites nothing compared to the actual place)
Location: Viennas old stock stockmarket, below Tricaffé. (Schottenring 16, 1010 Vienna)
After picking up Karins bouquet, i wanted to look around and i bumped into Mark.
Mark was my first 'official' bf (nyarks.. ) we were together for a month, the most awkward relationship i ever had, awkward because, we were both young, stupid (i was.. still am?), and too giddy. We talked about our current situations, and i tried to avoid talking about the past, but he was persistent.. I can barely remember the day, but according to him it was me who gave him the fright of his life. 4 years ago, on a sunny July afternoon he found me in my own pool of blood. Until now, i cannot explain my actions then, my depression was so great, it made me blind and selfish. After that incident, we started avoiding each other, i tried to put my life back in track, piece by piece, and he kept himself busy, with work and school.
almost 4 years of absolute stillness between us, of course we heard the usual chikas about one another, but we never really took them seriously.
We talked, and our conversation maybe lots of things, but it wasnt awkward. It was open, real, and refreshing. I had one great day.
In the end, he went home to his wife, i went back to work with Karins bouquet... smiling. (at least, i was)
btw, i'm going to be Ninang to his baby =)
Location: Viennas old stock stockmarket, below Tricaffé. (Schottenring 16, 1010 Vienna)
After picking up Karins bouquet, i wanted to look around and i bumped into Mark.
Mark was my first 'official' bf (nyarks.. ) we were together for a month, the most awkward relationship i ever had, awkward because, we were both young, stupid (i was.. still am?), and too giddy. We talked about our current situations, and i tried to avoid talking about the past, but he was persistent.. I can barely remember the day, but according to him it was me who gave him the fright of his life. 4 years ago, on a sunny July afternoon he found me in my own pool of blood. Until now, i cannot explain my actions then, my depression was so great, it made me blind and selfish. After that incident, we started avoiding each other, i tried to put my life back in track, piece by piece, and he kept himself busy, with work and school.
almost 4 years of absolute stillness between us, of course we heard the usual chikas about one another, but we never really took them seriously.
We talked, and our conversation maybe lots of things, but it wasnt awkward. It was open, real, and refreshing. I had one great day.
In the end, he went home to his wife, i went back to work with Karins bouquet... smiling. (at least, i was)
btw, i'm going to be Ninang to his baby =)
Friday, July 30, 2004
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